Sunday, August 19, 2007

i have the urge to write

but i don't know what to write about. its like nothing and everything is going on at the same time. lately i've been really busy and life is kinda hectic. but at the same time my life is seeming extremely monotonous.

one one hand i feel like i'm doing nothing and yet for some reason i feel really overwhelmed.

in a way i'm excited and ready to get out of here and go back to school yet at the same time i don't want to.

and how is it that at times i feel like i'm actually kind of normal and getting into more normal habits yet i feel even more depressed and abnormal at the same time?

gah. too many conflicting ideas and feelings.

sorry so scatterbrained. my mind has pooped out on me.

i think i'm burning out.

somebody.
get.
the.
crash.
cart.



stat.

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hi!i know there is none link with your article but i didn't know where i could send you a message!So i saw a video from you where you sing "heavenly day" of patty griffin and i'd like if it's possible you send me this song score or tab to my adress amandinemettais@msn.com thanks before
ps:i'm sorry for the mistakes i'm french so i don't write english very well
goodbye and keep on singing

Anonymous said...

Hi,
I can relate to you a lot. I'm also a college student and balancing school with my issues is tough. I know how you feel, I'm very familiar with being overwhelmed.
I have a youtube page too, I like your vieos and your honesty. I like to write songs too.
Don't hesitate if you would like to keep in touch, I would love to get to know you more. I think we have a lot in common. If you want, my email is on my blog here :)
Best Wishes to you,
Take Care of you.