i have the urge to write

but i don't know what to write about. its like nothing and everything is going on at the same time. lately i've been really busy and life is kinda hectic. but at the same time my life is seeming extremely monotonous.

one one hand i feel like i'm doing nothing and yet for some reason i feel really overwhelmed.

in a way i'm excited and ready to get out of here and go back to school yet at the same time i don't want to.

and how is it that at times i feel like i'm actually kind of normal and getting into more normal habits yet i feel even more depressed and abnormal at the same time?

gah. too many conflicting ideas and feelings.

sorry so scatterbrained. my mind has pooped out on me.

i think i'm burning out.

somebody.
get.
the.
crash.
cart.



stat.